Just A Very Brief Update

Yeah, I’m not here. You can’t really see me, just barely. Right? I’m just here to reblog cupid and I thought a very tiny update on my life could be interesting for you. Maybe.

Well, life sucks today. Being a lady sucks. Yup, lady problems is a very real problem once a month. A painful one certain days. And messy to boot. (details, details. You born a lady you know what I am talking about.) Add the massive anxiety attack I got when I opened the mail and saw the hefty raise our landlord has decided to add to our rent starting January. It is not certain we can even stay here in the long run. Yeah, so, as if life wasn’t dark enough as it is. I just want to climb the fence by the railway today.

Anyway, I’m doing pretty good with my internet ban. Well, I do use internet of course, I still hang around Instagram (tinyuglyanimal if you still don’t know) and I have been spotted at Twitter recently. Only to answer some tweets, nothing more, nothing less. Please don’t be offended if I don’t answer your comments though, I might just not log in again in a while; here, there or anywhere.

Right now though, you might wonder what I am up to. Or not. You get to know anyway; I play UtaPri Shining Live. I think I am on a burn out session though, playing the latest event (if that doesn’t make sense it’s okey, and if it does make sense; you know peeps, you know). I also devour all the psychological, tragic dark manga I can find. It’s all about mental and physical abuse. Yeah, not so much lovey dovey. I need violence, not fluff. That’s pretty much it. That and chocolate and ice cream.

Sakura Gari by WATASE Yuu

Okey, brief update ends here. Until we meet again; a movie recommendation. Utøya 22 juli. It’s a horrifying masterpiece that will haunt you for a very long time afterwards. A movie that is filmed in one take, depicting the horror the kids at the youth camp at Utøya, Norway,  went through during the terror attack in 2011 when 69 persons were killed by a far right extremist. The movie is as long as the attack was. You can feel the anxiety and fear. Your body wants to hide and you want to run. You feel all the emotions they feel.

3 thoughts on “Just A Very Brief Update

  1. I will never be offended if you don’t answer a comment. What I do know is that I am really missing you. I’m sorry that things are still not going well with you😢 But as I said over on twitter to you…YOU are important.YOU should focus on your health…and we will all await your return. However long it takes😉 All I can say is: whenever you need someone to talk to: never hesitate to sent me a message ms Penquin😉😊 Please take care: hugs🐙🐙😘😊

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  2. Lina, we don’t really know each other (I mean, this is only the second time I’m talking to you), but if you need somebody impartial to talk to, I’d be glad to lend an ear. Failing that, please reach out to somebody for help when you’re struggling. I’ve wrestled with poor mental health for the best part of 14 years and if I’ve learned anything, it’s that isolation makes things a million times worse (at least for me)!

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    1. Thank you. ❤ I am lonely at times and some days I am a mess. I'm usually okey after a few days but if it doesn't stop I do call the doctor. I have my husband to talk to as well but it is comforting to know that there are people who is there to listen that aren't related to. Thank you once again for your concern.


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