Yeah, I’m not here. You can’t really see me, just barely. Right? I’m just here to reblog cupid and I thought a very tiny update on my life could be interesting for you. Maybe.
Well, life sucks today. Being a lady sucks. Yup, lady problems is a very real problem once a month. A painful one certain days. And messy to boot. (details, details. You born a lady you know what I am talking about.) Add the massive anxiety attack I got when I opened the mail and saw the hefty raise our landlord has decided to add to our rent starting January. It is not certain we can even stay here in the long run. Yeah, so, as if life wasn’t dark enough as it is. I just want to climb the fence by the railway today.
Anyway, I’m doing pretty good with my internet ban. Well, I do use internet of course, I still hang around Instagram (tinyuglyanimal if you still don’t know) and I have been spotted at Twitter recently. Only to answer some tweets, nothing more, nothing less. Please don’t be offended if I don’t answer your comments though, I might just not log in again in a while; here, there or anywhere.
Right now though, you might wonder what I am up to. Or not. You get to know anyway; I play UtaPri Shining Live. I think I am on a burn out session though, playing the latest event (if that doesn’t make sense it’s okey, and if it does make sense; you know peeps, you know). I also devour all the psychological, tragic dark manga I can find. It’s all about mental and physical abuse. Yeah, not so much lovey dovey. I need violence, not fluff. That’s pretty much it. That and chocolate and ice cream.
Okey, brief update ends here. Until we meet again; a movie recommendation. Utøya 22 juli. It’s a horrifying masterpiece that will haunt you for a very long time afterwards. A movie that is filmed in one take, depicting the horror the kids at the youth camp at Utøya, Norway, went through during the terror attack in 2011 when 69 persons were killed by a far right extremist. The movie is as long as the attack was. You can feel the anxiety and fear. Your body wants to hide and you want to run. You feel all the emotions they feel.