Crappy: This Is The Scariest Shit Ever – BORN BY MYSELF

No, that is not an exaggeration. While y’all are watching lovey dovey, cute anime this Valentine’s Day I thought I would tackle a short crappy anime called BORN BY MYSELF. I actually got the message for once. It’s about metamorphosis (because that’s what the description on MAL said but I did figure it out all on my own by watching it too so kudos to me *patting myself on the shoulder*) and about being reborn and evolve within oneself. It is pretty clear when you see it. It is also very, agonizing clear when you hear it, how painful it is to be reborn and evolve and all that shit.

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It is stop motion, clay figure sort of people/creature thingies. The whole thing takes place inside some small rooms and a train car. The “music” is an endless chanting mixed with white noise and then someone tries to sing something now and then. It is horrible and it makes me nauseous. For real nauseous. I had to turn off the sound for a short while just to get my ears a bit of peace.


I don’t know but this scares me more than the Silen’t Hill movie and that says a lot. Then you have to think about how this little thing is only 6 minutes long. Ugh, I am gonna have nightmares about this. You thought Striking Daughter was bad, then this is a disaster ready to strike.

Some striking occur in this too

For your convenience I took some screenshots so you don’t have to watch the whole thing and get that pleasant feeling of wanting to vomit and die. And if you really, really, really, really, like really want to feel like you need that feeling of being sick and there are worms crawling inside you and your brain is going to become mushy then you can always watch it on YouTube. The creators themselves has kindly uploaded it there. (scroll down for some more screen shots)




32 thoughts on “Crappy: This Is The Scariest Shit Ever – BORN BY MYSELF

  1. Seriously this just made me feel al warm and fuzzy inside. Such a lovely and wonderful short film that you shared here. Romance truly blossoms, and Titanic hasn’t got anything on this.
    I shut this down after two minutes…it made me sick to my stomache..especially that ” music”….ughhhhhh 🙈🙈 And honestly the images on these pictures just look like a bunch of mutant turds…but maybe that is just me 😂😂

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    1. I think you are unfair to these little clay figures. They are doing their best to look good on picture. Not all can be flawless. Don’t you see the moose? And the woman in pain? A little later she lays and egg…

      Yeah, it is horrendous. I watched it twice just for the sake of the screen shots. 🤮

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      1. Am I being unfair? Hmm…yeah probably….in this case though..I really don’t care. They still give me the creeps…ughhhhh 🙈🙈😱😱
        Give me that snail on the eye thing any day of the week instead of this one 😊😊

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      2. Creepy, all of them, snails and clay dudes and all. I totally agree. I am curious if those guys who did this strange thing has done anything else. Better check it up. Also, I am totally traumatized by these two latest additions to my crappy anime challenged so I have still not watched anything else. 😳

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      3. Haha..perhaps it’s best to call an end to the crappy anime. There is only so much crap one can take until the crap is really beginning to set in so to speak. So…erm…crap?
        I seriously hope those guys did not do anything else. That would be seriously distressing…can’t imagine what other horrors those minds would have conjured up….😱😱😱😱

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  2. Holey cheese on a cracker 😀 This looks even more messed up, than that “spanking mother” one. 🙂
    I have a serious phobia of vomiting, so I think I’ll pass on this one hehe 😀
    Love reading about your experience watching really creepy stuff 😀

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    1. It is more messed up! I never thought it would be possible but it was. I thought I was safe from extreme crap from that moment I finished the daughter but I thought wrong. So now I am holding my hopes up that this was the lower limit of crap. And yes, you are doing the right thing here and not watch it.

      Well, thank you. 😊 I love to torture myself now and then. 😎 Next month I better have a nice and fluffy theme… 🤔

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  3. Ok… Is it sad that I read and saw all this and went ‘I. Have. To. Watch. This.’ messed up weird crap is stuff I can’t stay away from!! And stop motion??? I know it’s probably super weird and I may hate it… But I need to find it now. Lol!! I know. I have a problem.

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    1. Not sad at all. I am exactly the same, way to curious for my own sake and also, I enjoy stuff I think is gross. Things I have to watch behind my hands. Please tell me what you think of it if you watch it!

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      1. I get anxiety from sounds as well so it was a pain to watch that.😕 (I was totally unprepared for it, the noises but I had to finish what I had started) But, I endured and took some meds afterwards. What I don’t do for my dear readers. The sacrifices! 🤗

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      2. I have a anime review to do that I’m been putting off because in one or two episodes, kids beat a puppy to death. I CANNOT stand people who abuse animals, adults or kids! That said, I’ll need to rewatch Elfen Lied for my flock.

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  4. LMAO!! I just finally watched this! …. WHAT DID I JUST WATCH?!?! HA HA HA!! The best part was that I watched it at work so people were walking in and I’m giggling and saying ‘what IS THIS??’ Ha ha ha!! I am on a messed up stop motion binge now. I found this top 10 disturbing stop motion at and I’ve been giggling at those too. My employees think my brain is broken… Ha ha!!!

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    1. Haha, I bet they thought you’d gone mad. 😂 That list thou, man it looks scary. I think I should check it out. I think I need some of that scary shit it my life. Ehrm… 😱

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      1. The ones by David Firth are definitely nightmare inducing. Lmao!! When you watch something and the recommended watching after it is ‘salad fingers’, you know it’s going to be a “wild ride”!! Lol! (if you have NOT watched salad fingers I would only recommend it if you REALLY want messed up and if “you like rusty spoons” LOL!!

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      2. Oh, I like messed up *immediately googles salad fingers* Well, I am definitely gonna watch these little shorts when the mood is right. Hrm, when is the mood right for stuff this disturbing? 🤔 When the neighbour starts to drill a whole in his wall at eleven a clock a night maybe? (yeah, that happened last night 😒 )

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