30 Day Anime Challenge: Day 24 (WTF Happened?)

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This might not be the moment that shocked me the most but I damned as well shocked me plenty. I have a favorite boys love anime, Papa to Kiss in the Dark, that I have seen, I don’t know how many times. It has all the tropes people get disgusted by; gay love, age difference, shota(ish. The boy is not prepubescent so technically he isn’t a shota but there is insinuations that the relationship started long, long before the point in which the anime starts), incest. Yeah, you can see just how bad this can be. But I love this anime to bits, even though one of the voice actors should be thrown in jail for having the most annoying voice in the history of mankind.

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Well, a little bit about the anime first. Mira is a 15 year old boy who is starting high school. His dad is a famous actor and very attractive to boot. One of those hot, sexy guys every woman would pay thousands of dollars to spend just one night, hell one hour, with. That’s the kind of guy he is. But, he only has eyes for Mira. He was very young when he became a single father, only 14 years old (one must assume he was hot already then) and Mira has been his whole world since then. And Kyousuke, the dad, has been Mira’s whole life. Their lives are so intertwined they have always shared bed and bodies, although you are never really told when they started to actually sleep with each other. Kyousuke is more than happy to share his milk with Mira though, every morning.

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So, Mira has admirers, his best friend and a senior at his new school. That makes Kyousuke a bit jealous. Mira on the other hand is jealous of every lady Kyousuke works with and is often doubting himself and his capability as Kyousuke’s partner. Poor baby.

So, what is the chocking moment then!? Well, it isn’t the fact that rumors are spreading that daddy is getting married to this lady he works with and even has dinner with. Because, there are rumors like that and Mira isn’t that happy about it. Nope, one day Mira needs to get some sort of paper from some registration office and he doesn’t want to disturb Kyousuke with it so he and his buddy takes the train to wherever this office is and bam! they discover that Kyousuke isn’t Mira’s dad at all. He’s adopted. Mira breaks down in tears and starts to doubt himself even more. What if daddy doesn’t love him anymore if he knows that Mira isn’t his son. Boy, that logic is just strange. I believe Kyousuke already now you are adopted. Besides, isn’t this a good thing? Incest is after all a little bit wrong.

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Mira goes home or rather goes with his best buddy and bam! they fuck because Mira is heartbroken. Well, he gets used by him obviously. But still, they fuck and Mira doesn’t feel a thing, not like he feels it with his dad. So he soon begins to think that maybe this is only the kind of feelings you have between a father and a son, between people with blood bonds. Again, boy, you have felt like this the whole time, it doesn’t change because he is not your dad on the paper. Well, it’s not easy being Mira at that moment.

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Then there’s this accident. Dear papa gets hurt when he is acting with his co actress, the one he is supposedly marrying. Her name is Mitsuki by the way. He ends up in the hospital, Mira rushes over and yells with his annoying voice that he will die together with Kyousuke. Of course, Kyousuke isn’t dead so there’s no chock there. But the lady comes to visit daddy and Mira is boiling. Things get even more tense when Kyousuke gets out of the hospital and Mitsuki decides to visit Mira at home (while Kyousuke is out.)

Mitsuki has come to ask Mira to be her son. Mira of course says no, his father would never allow that. Then bam! she drops the bomb; he has told her that she can be Mira’s mother as long as Mira is okey with it. That he is okay with it. She tells Mira that it is her right.

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Well, Mira runs away, I assume, we never get to see that because suddenly he is at the river pondering about his existence and marriage and stuff. Finally he falls asleep and dreams about drowning. At least there’s water. And then Kyousuke, who has been running around searching for him, wakes him up.

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Some snuggling and kissing and then bam! Misaki is actually Mira’s real mother and Kyousuke is Misaki’s younger brother. How no journalist like ever had figured that out is a smaller miracle but sure, we can accept that. It’s TV-logic. Always. So, anyway, Misaki got pregnant just when she was an up and coming star but she decided to keep the baby. As it was, just when he was born she got a lead in a Hollywood movie and just left everything, including tiny Mira. Kyousuke decided that he was fit to take care of a baby (because, 14 year old boys are really mature and responsible) and adopted the little boy. The rest is history.

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Wow, I don’t think I have written this much on any of these challenge days. And it’s about a boys love anime none of you will probably ever watch because it’s crappy. Well, I don’t thinks so obviously but many people do. I wish there was a translation for the light novel it is based on because at times the anime can be a bit messy. Also, I hate Mira’s voice. It is an earsore (is that even a word? Now it is.)

So yeah, there were some chocking moment in this anime I didn’t expected. The adoption, the buddy fuck, the actress turned into mother and the daddy turned into uncle and the siblings.

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Poor Mira. Is this how you treat your son?

 

51 thoughts on “30 Day Anime Challenge: Day 24 (WTF Happened?)

    1. ๐Ÿ˜‚ I was once watching a brasilian soap opera exactly like this. Just switch the roles of the mom and the uncle and you have the exact same scenario. ๐Ÿ˜Ž So much drama. ๐Ÿ˜‚

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  1. This entire anime sounds like one shocking moment over the course of all the episodes….and I love the way you are so passionate about it as, like you said, this is the longest post you have written for the challenge to date ๐Ÿ˜Š But…that doesn’t matter as it was awesome…also ” The voice actors should be thrown in jail for having the most annoying voice in the history of mankind”…..even worse than Asta’s voice ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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    1. Hehe, and guess what, it’s an OVA in two episodes!!! So yeah, a lot of drama cramped together. Like a chock every other minute. One more chock is the fact that the senior who is hitting on Mira is the stepson of his real mom. Mira’s mom I mean. ๐Ÿ˜ฑ And Mira kisses his dad right infront of the hospital personel as if it nothing but later questions how much his dad’s manager really knows. Come on, if you go and kiss your dad like dad and he doesn’t wonder about it i think he has gotten it by know. Also, Mira’s friend has it figured out because Mira comes to school with kiss marks all over his body. Yeah… Let the chocking come raining down…

      I love it, what can I say. But I don’t love Mira’s voice. That VA is actually in Ito Junji Collection. ๐Ÿ˜ณ (it’s this guy https://myanimelist.net/people/112/Hikaru_Midorikawa ) Nah, but he has done a lot and he is probably a very good VA, not just as Mira. And yeah, he might be worse than Asta, but you can take it because it is only two episodes. Asta is like forever.

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      1. Hmmm…I guess you are right about hat last bit. I have actually stopped watching Black Clover now. I have watched 12 episodes, but decided enough was enough (the show itself wasn’t really interesting either). So shock of all shocks I actually dropped a show (yes…I’m surprised at that myself lol ๐Ÿ˜‚0.
        Well…I guess I am tempted to watch this shock…but with the enormous things that I still have to do the upcoming weeks, it will probably take me a bit to finally get to it.
        As for Junji Ito Colection…he could be, but every episode is two small stories with different characters so I have no idea which role (s) he played ๐Ÿ™„

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      2. ๐Ÿ˜ฑ What, you actually ๐Ÿ˜ฑ ๐Ÿ˜ฑ seriously what? ๐Ÿ˜ฑ People of the world, Raist dropped a show. This is an emergency, I repeat this is an emergency! ๐Ÿšจ ๐Ÿšจ ๐Ÿšจ

        Hehe, you see, you should try it more often, to just drop stuff that annoy you.

        Yeah I have no idea since I haven’t seen it. Also, he probably doesn’t sound like Mira anyway. But he has done Bleach and Gintama and a lot of other things (a lot of BL now that I look and in them he sounds manly, that I know. ๐Ÿ˜Ž )

        Don’t watch it, it’s not worth your time. You’ll just gonna wonder what kind of crazy I really am and realise it’s not the good kind of crazy. ๐Ÿ˜Ž ๐Ÿ™ˆ It is really bad actually.

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      3. I have already mad an appointment with my doctor to have me checked out. I honestly never drop shows usually so I’m really figurine that there most now be something really wrong with me. Perhaps an evil demon has possessed my mind and told me to do this ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”
        I know I should do it more often….but it’s so hard to do…. ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™ˆ
        Well…I think you might like Junji Ito Collection. It has a bit of that old Twilight zone feel to it. Which is kind of fun actually.
        Okay….I will take your advice and not watch it..But hey: I like crazy, as I’m completely bonkers myself at times. (Although I’m still not planning on walking around covered I ingredients…I do have my limits ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š).

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      4. Oh, I like Twilight Zone! Well, I have it on my to watch list so when it is over I will watch it.

        The demon’s called Asta…Asta…Asta… (this is supposed to be a scary echo. ๐Ÿ‘ป )

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      5. Haha….Asta? Who is that? Never heard of him ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
        Hmmm….now that scary echo is erm…echoing in my mind ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”
        Cool, hope you will enjoy it. It’s not in any way a masterpiece, but it’s okay๐Ÿ˜Š

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      6. ๐Ÿ˜‚ The evilest of the evil…. voices at least. Ehrm… the echos are changing *Mira, Mira, Mira* Oh yeah, fuck. Sorry, the demon has a brother… ๐Ÿ˜ฑ I am sorry to inform you that you are possessed by two demons. ๐Ÿง

        (fun fact: Both Mira and Asta are girls names in Sweden. One might wonder what that make Asta and Mira in the demon world.)

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      7. I was wondering who all those voice were that I keep hearing in my mind. I have tried to record them both, but so far I haven’t had any luck on that ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข But hmmmm…possessed by two demons now huh? Is there anything that I should do to get rid of them?
        Really? I heard of Mira being a girls name…Asta though…not so much. But then again after seeing Asta in Black Clover I think I’m trying to avoid that name as much as I can ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚).

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      8. Yeah, I am not sure what to do about demons. Some say throwing salt might help. I am skeptical. ๐Ÿค” They are thought, those demons. I mean, we are talking Asta and Mira here, the most deadly voices in this universe. Or, their universes. (I had an old aunt named Asta. So yeah, it’s a thing)

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      9. Hmm…just threw salt straight at my face. It began sticking to my beard, and other than that I had to sneeze. Then for some reason I began thinking about being covered in ingredients again ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”
        Other than that I heard some really strange laughter by those two weird voices. So I don’t think it worked ๐Ÿ˜ข

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      10. ๐Ÿ˜‚ Ive just been at my dr… that psych dr every mentally ill person needs to see once in a while. If he knew about these conversations he would admit me to the locked ward straight away. ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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      11. Did I forget to mention that my psych is still looking for me, but that I gave him the slip? Even though I should be very easy to find because of that trail of ingredients I keep leaving everywhere I go ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
        Seriously though….these conversations are just great: it’s good to be a little crazy at times…even better when the other person you like talking too is that as well ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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      12. ย ๐Ÿ˜‚ They really are. I am a little bit curious about what people who read these think about us. They must think we are complete nut cases. I don’t mind, I am not alone in my craziness, I have a very nice company joining me. ๐Ÿ˜˜

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      13. Haha Aww…thanks ๐Ÿ˜˜
        Well so far I have not yet seen any people unfollowing me (and probably right after I said this I open my blog tomorrow morning and I have only one follower left…you ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚).
        That would be a bit of downer for next week’s 1000 followers competition though ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”
        Then again..you would automatically win all the prizes ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
        Haha…I don’t care being called a nutcase…I have been called worse I guess ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š Maybe we can eventually collect all these comments and publish a collab book for it: I’m sure it would become a best seller ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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      14. Haha, that’s because all the comments are on my posts. So, you’ll only lose followers we have in common. Well, I have not lost any of my 62 followers. I think. ๐Ÿค” Or, maybe I have gained some and then lost some at the same time. Ah, not much to do about that so no meaning in use my beautiful brain to ponder about that. I have some weird followers anyway. People who tell me how to make money. Sure, that’s nice and all but I doubt any good can come out of it in the end. At least not from me only reading a blog. Because that’s pretty much all I’ll do. No lifting any fingers or anything.

        A collab books with comments. ๐Ÿง Yeah, I like the idea. *forces a copy of the book on my cat* ๐Ÿ˜‚

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      15. Hmmmm…you may be right about that: but wait, hang on, that’s not true…some of these comments are on my blog as well…๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
        I never worry about losing followers. (That is unless I lose followers that I really care about like for instance you, Irina, Karandi, Dani, Kim …people like that).
        But some people just follow to see if you might start following them…and then if you don’t they unfollow you (or…leave 1000 likes and never even read your posts). It’s the followers that are great company that really matter to me ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š
        Lol…yeah that would be fun would it not? Hmm…now what about the title for that book……๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”

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      16. You mean there is a long thread of nonsense on your blog as well?! Wow! Poor readers. My whole blog is nonsense. Yours is such a delightful and insightful blog. Mine is ramblings on top of my brain. Smart and beautiful ramblings but still, just ramblings. I love to ramble. So, all our comments fit perfectly into this marshmallow land I’ve got going here. (you have no idea how much I love my blog right now. That and our little conversations in just about every post I have written. ๐Ÿ˜Ž )

        Yeah, people who follow for the cause of getting followers. Don’t get it. Don’t bother about it. I only follow if I like the content on someones blog so no one gains a follower from me just by following me. It’s kind of a silly thing to do really, start to follow an anime blog when you yourself write about something completely different like, say, home decoration. How big is the chance that I, who writes about cartoons and nothing else, is the least bit interested in fancy cushions? Or are they reasoning that a follow gains a follow. Like a sympathy follow; like they do on YouTube? Idk, I’m too old to get it I think.

        Book title; Welcome to fairy land; a conversation about fuck knows. (but maybe it’s not smart to say fuck….)

        Or: Sweet baby Judas in a jar. That is kind of random and random is the best word to the describe what is going on here. We could of course use Jesus but it’s so predictable. Judas is the more random choice.

        or; I blame it all on the 80s. ๐Ÿ˜Ž

        There, pick and chose… or give me some good suggestions. ๐Ÿค—

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      17. I just checked to make sure if I wasn’t hallucinating that I might have seen things that weren’t there on my blog (or maybe that those two demons in my head are still playing tricks on me…) but no…it was the truth. And those “poor” readers should be very entertained by all this right? Erm…..right?๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…
        Oh…and if it was your goal to make me blush with all those nice things you were saying about my blog, let me tell you that you succeeded at achieving that goal ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š
        Haha: and rightfully so: you should absolutely love your blog. It is awesome…and trust me. These little conversation I highly enjoy as well ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š (although I would not call them little anymore…the amount of scrolling that it takes reading through them all is quite extensive ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚).
        True enough…I am not kidding. A few weeks ago on a sunday someone took about half an hour for giving likes to almost all my posts and even the comments I gave on those posts. I mean okay A for effort, but seriously what is up with that (I mean I already know that I am quite crazy, but that takes things to a whole new level right? ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚).
        Haha: naw….I never get that either…but maybe I’m too old myself as well…I mean in a little over a month I will turn 42…๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™ˆ Not that that bother me even in the slightest.
        Haha: those titles are just…..๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
        Choosing I would go with Sweet Baby Judas in a Jar. I like the Randomness of that ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
        Erm other titles could be:
        ” Two snails on the road to selftermination…” That one sound pretty gruesome and depressing actually…… ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…
        Erm how about ” Yes we know we are crazy….but how is that any of your business?”…clear, to the point and ofcourse very friendly and inviting.
        Or…erm….” Why leave only one comment, when you can leave a 1000″ ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
        That’s it for my crazy mind… ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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      18. I’ve got it! “Baby Judas, two demons and a thousand snails. – A comments section dissected.”

        Even giving the comments likes, that sure is determination. Also, why? ๐Ÿค” Don’t they have else to do than go through the comments as well as all the posts. I want likes on posts people have read. What’s the point otherwise? Stupid people.

        Now I better go check out your blog and see where I have commented and what I have written at your place. I can’t remember when I commented on what. ๐Ÿ˜ณ ๐Ÿ™ˆ

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      19. Haha๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ That’s it, we have found it: that’s the title allright. Okay I’m going to ask my agent to immediately patent that title, and start the printers rolling. This book is going to be a best seller I can feel it: there might even be movierights for this heading our way. ๐Ÿ˜€

        Haha, I really did nog understand that one either. It was so strange….to this date I still don’t know what was up with that. But hey as you know I’m pretty crazy, so maybe that is the reason why I don’t understand it.
        Ahh…no problem…really no worries about that ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š And pretty soon we have this book deal going, so all the comments are going to be collected in one handy place ๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€

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      20. ๐Ÿ˜‚ Or, there is always the option of an e-book. Itโ€™s the cheaper alternative. ๐Ÿง We must maximize our profits. ๐Ÿค‘ On a serious note; I admire Karandi for beings so brave and give out a book with her blogposts. I would never have the courage to do that. I hope it sells well, she is so worth it. I love her blog very much.

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      21. Deal…I could call of the printers just in time else we would have already lost money ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜… Glad you are so smart.
        Okay this is me going into full serious mode. That’s a rare sight to behold so beware.
        You would never have the courage to do that? Well….all I can say is be confident in what you write. I definitely admire Karandi. She pretty much started her blog at around the same time I did. And she is a terrific writer. I bought her book last week and I will write a review for it in april (it’s book theme month then). The thing is though: you are very skilled too. Your posts are getting better and better and the way you write them is just great. I’m not saying this just because I like you. I’m saying this because it’s the truth. And look: you are also getting comments from Karandi herself. If that isn’t a big compliment, I don’t know what is. So…really, who knows. Maybe one day you will publish your own book ๐Ÿ˜Š
        *Serious mode off* Either that: or you can always go into the snail elmination business. I hear there is great money there ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š

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      22. As a matter of fact, I am considering a career as an exterminator. (As a serious matter of fact; how awesome wouldn’t it be to be an exterminator?) I could roll around like a boss shouting “Exterminate” whenever I saw an enemy. Then just *pow pow poooow**bam!*

        It makes me very happy whenever I get comments from Karandi. ๐Ÿ˜Š I get happy whenever I get comments from everyone but it is a little special when she writes. She is such a gifted writer.

        I am a coward. I am also too much of the type that never gets satisfied. When I write fiction I always find flaws. My dr has told me over and over to stop proof read my stuff. I don’t have to proof read it 10, 20, 100 times. It has to stop at some point. But I can’t help it. Also, I don’t feel that I am good enough at English. Ah well, maybe one day.

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      23. And I just realised that I totally did overlook these comments and just started somewhere in the middle lol ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
        Haha….that first paragraph cracked me up. All that is missing is the Doctor Who theme song ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Did someone ever stop and tell you that you have a great sense of humor?
        She really is. I also admire the fact that next to a dayjob she manages to write multiple posts each day, as well as write comments all over the place. Really how she manages that…is beyond me.
        Well…those are feelings that you yourself might have: but I don’t share them. I know how hard it is to sometimes believe in yourself. You are talking to mister minority complex number 1. But trust me when I say this: and I am not just saying this because I like you or enjoy talking to you each day: your writing is very, very good! Your posts ate highly enjoyable to read, contain a great sense of humor..and not only that they are wriiten in one of the best ways that one can write a post: you make it personal. So really: if you don’t always believe in yourself believe in what I wrote here: you are awesome at this..and of course awesome yourself, but hey you already knew that right? ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      24. Haha, well you might have said it once of twice that I am funny. I am gonna take your word for it. But beware, I can be grumpy and sour as well.

        I have always had very bad self confidence and been very self conscious so it is hard. One would think that at our age I would have overcome it but some days it just strikes back and I get reminded of how bad I am (well, I’m not but right then it’s hard not to believe it.) It’s hard when you have grown up always hearing that you can do better. That you aren’t good enough. Well, I would have a lot less issues if I had had a more forgiving childhood. It’s enough to be bipolar. ๐Ÿ™„ Ugh, enough about my damaged brain.

        I start in the middle all the time. Or rather, I just answer and have no idea where I am at. I don’t even know what post I am answering anymore. I have stopped keeping track. ๐Ÿ˜‚

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      25. Haha๐Ÿ˜‚Well, hey..I can be too. It’s almost like Bruce Banner you know: you would not like me when I am angry ๐Ÿ˜‚
        Well…would it make it easier for you when I say that I still have these issues every day? I might act all tough and mighty but there are still day when I struggle with my self confidence. Some days I win, some days I lose. I know it will never go away…but I also know that it has gotten better than it ever was in the past. So…that’s why I say this: it will get better trust me on that ๐Ÿ˜Š Really from the heart this time: you are a great person, and don’t let anyone ever make you feel pr think otherwise. That has pretty much all to do with the person who did that, instead of yourself. But yeah…childhoods can make things happen in your mind that at times are very hard to let go of ๐Ÿ˜ข
        Haha…๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ I don’t even know what post I am answering anymore myself…I have to be careful that I don’t actually answer different blogs (it could happen you know….you know what I did on twitter ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚).

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      26. I know. ๐Ÿ˜‰

        Yeah, it always gets better, I know that. My brain needs to know it too though. ๐Ÿคฏ It might make it easier but it also makes me sad. You shouldn’t feel like that either. None of us should because we are fabulous! ๐Ÿฆ„

        Now is this fabulous creature going to be… ๐Ÿ˜ด

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      27. Hmmm..don’t feel sad. Truly, not necessary ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š I currently like my life, there are cool things happening, this blogging thing is crazy fun, and I have met some very cool people along the road because of this…and you I definitely consider to be one of them ๐Ÿ˜Š
        And yes: you are fabulous too.
        As for me…I’m doing the same๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’ค

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      28. That’s good, one should like their life. I am pretty satisfied with my life too. The blog has really brightened up my days. And all the anime I have started to watch thanks to it. ๐Ÿค— Not to mention all the cool people I have discovered and got to know. You especially. ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      29. I have to really be honest: last year was pretty crappy for me. I had a friend who was in a very dark place…and she really sucked the life out of me at times. I tried to support as best I could (she was suffering from a severe depression), but there were days that it really got to me. But having my blog…it’s something that has really helped me get through it in a good way. Not to mention talking to a lot of the awesome people that I’ve met here.
        I’m glad to read that you are satisfied with your life as well. And I’m also glad to hear what you wrote last. I feel the same: you are awesome ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š But I guess, that you already pretty much know that I was probably going to say that ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š

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      30. ๐Ÿ˜Š

        It is hard to have a friend like that. I have been that friend to friends and it is hard too. I know that you as a friend want to support and be there but in the end you have to be egotistical and take care of yourself first. It is good to be supportive but you can’t really be that if you feel bad yourself. I have lost a lot of friends who have tried to be supportive into the darkness and when it got to much they disappeared. It wasn’t hard when it happened because I was so deep in the darkness anyway. What was hard was when I came back to life again and those friends were gone. They never came back. That’s the most important part, to be there when it turns around. I am glad that you got through it in the end and I am glad that your blog helped you. โค

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      31. Well…the thing is: I am a friend that sticks by you not matter what happens. No matter how dark things can get. And trust me last year, with her, it at times got very dark. I stuck by her anyway, because she had no one to turn to. I did not do it out of pity, I did it because I really liked her (not in a love kind of way, but in a friend kind of way). The hardest days were the ones where she lashed out at me…but even on those days I never got mad at her. Not even for one single time. She has now left my work (she worked at our company last year), and things have turned a little less hectic because of that.
        But yeah it was hard…but no way in hell do I ever drop a friend because he/she has a rough time. True friendship is not only being there when things are fun, but also when things are rough.
        So….that said: if ever you are in need of a friend…or someone to talk to …never fear to contact me ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š I really enjoy talking to you : and definitely consider you to be a friend..so there ๐Ÿ˜Š
        (Hmm…reading this back I think this is probably the most serious comment I have written to you lol ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ (of course I had to ruin it by saying that ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚). But yeah…still wanted to say that ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      32. I like that in you. โค But it is still important to take care of oneself. It's not to abandon ones friend to think about oneself for a short while. You'll be there again when you have gotten a pause. When you are sick you are incredibly selfish. I just don't want you to break you know. I am happy you got through that rough time and got out whole. โค

        (yup, this got serious. ๐Ÿ˜Š Well, I can listen too. I am known to be a good listener in fact so if there ever is anything just send a mail and I'll listen. *serious mode off*)

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      33. I have to admit that last year I went way too far in the offering of help. To the point where I almost lost it myself. But that was a good warning for me. This year I’m still going to be me (honestly if I stop helping people in some way, there is something seriously wrong with me). But …..I will think a little bit more about myself as well, I promise ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š
        And thank you for your concern, that is very sweet of you โค๏ธ
        Well…we are both pretty crazy…but we can also be serious when need be: and I like that ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š
        Thank very much for your offer: I definitely appreciate it. And please: never fear to do the same as well. If there is ever anything you wish to talk about: feel free to contact me (besides the talking we are already doing in these comments of course lol ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚).
        But they say I’m a very good listener too, so that’s another thing we have in common ๐Ÿ˜Š…and switches serious mode off…back to the comments section ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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      34. Good, think about yourself too. I have a feeling you are much like me; very empathetic. It’s both good and bad. I used to be the one to help everyone always. Listen and take care of everybody. I still am a little like that but since I got my first serious episode I realised that I get sick by helping people. The irony. ๐Ÿ™„ The other thing I realised was that those people I helped wasn’t there for me and helped me when I needed help. Go figure. I have no idea why it got that way. Not that that is/was a reason for me to stop helping people, I still listen and care if someone need my help and I still ask if I see that something is wrong. I wish I could help out in your project but I can’t because of my history (some day I should write about it. For me and for everyone who reads. It’s pretty dark and anxiety ridden. Also, probably very triggering in some parts for some people.) So, listen to anonymous people isn’t a very good idea (been there, done that, ended in a real mess).

        We have so much in common; I love it!! ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      35. Okay…final comment of the day (yes…there is this annoying thing called sleep that returns every day and that other thing called work that also returns every day ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ฑ….ughhhhh).
        Well…you could not be more right about me. It’s exactly like that. I have helped so many people and have had those same people at times stab me in the back, that it’s at times getting hard to trust people. But that still doesn’t stop me from helping though, just like you.
        Hey…really no problem. I understand completely. It’s honestly speaking very hard…especiallu when it hits close to home. You know that friend I spoke of last year..she at some point also had thoughts about pulling the plug. When you like someone that much…it really gets to you, you know. That thoughts like that could even surface. But…without help, I guess everyone would go crazy at some point. I don’t have many friends, but the ones I do I value very much. Oh and in case you might be wondering: yes I count you amongst my friends ๐Ÿ˜Š
        Having a history that is dark is something that can be tough to deal with. But you know something? You turned out great. I can only judge from the comments I am exchanging with you, but I think and feel pretty much that you are just an awesome person. So…never be in doubt about yourself. Just wanted to say that again. And I love the enormous amount of things we have in common too…but I am still not liking Asta. I have to draw a line somewhere ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
        And…it’s time for me to hit the ๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’ค
        With my luck I am probably going to have dreams of Asta ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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      36. Did you dream about Asta?

        I am great. Well, I am me and that’s fine. I am glad I have found a new friend. A friend I cherish very much. i don’t have an abundance of friends either and I don’t need it. I only need a few good ones, it’s enough. ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      37. Lol…nope no dreams of Asta. Had hope for dreams about that busty lady you were so fond of, but alas…no such luck either ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š
        Aww…thanks…that’s so sweet of you to say. Thanks so much ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š
        And I agree, I would rather have a few good friends instead of 2000 friends that I never talk to.
        But I’m glad to have met you, really mean that ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š
        Also….I finally have that competition up: I even mentioned mud wrestling in there in some way ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
        But you are going to participate in this too right? Some cool prizes to be won…sorry no Asta though ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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      38. I haven’t even got to reading any posts today because I am answering all my comments while I try to write some blogposts and also, I accidentily started to watch Josh Groban on YT. But I am gonna go check it out… Just gonna answer the next to comments you have written. (if you write more after I am answering them tomorrow. I have a movie to watch. A non anime. yay! Cloverfield something something.)

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      39. Haha…no worries whatsoever ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š. The competition will be open until the end of the month so there will be plenty of time ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š
        Well..then I probably will talk to you tomorrow. I always work late on friday…so I will probably be late in answering stuff. But I will of course answer you. So goodnight…and have fun with the movie ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š

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      40. I have only seen the first one so far….๐Ÿ˜ฌ๐Ÿ˜ฌ
        I have the second one on dvd….and I have heard that is supposedly a very cool movie. So…looking forward to that one. First I’m now in the middle of watching Starship Troopers. It’s still a kind of fun film I guess…and pretty gory…๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ฑ

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      41. I have not seen ST. I probably should though because I might like it. ๐Ÿค”

        Cloverfield 2 is really good. Creepy as hell. John Goodman is amazing and I just love John Gallagher Jr. You should def watch it. It’s the best of the three I think.

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      42. I have about 40 more minutes to go and it’s fun. Of course it being a Paul Verhoeven film it’s pretty over the top with gore and nudity, but other than that it certainly has some cool things in it. Probably will have the review up somewhere next week ๐Ÿ˜Š
        Yeah I have heard it’s amazing. I might go on a Cloverfield binge tomorrow…don’t know for sure yet…haven’t really made plans for the weekend so far. But I never get bored that’s for sure ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š

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      43. Bored is bad so that’s good. I don’t know what I should look at today. I have my new movies but I should be watching something bad as well. Am not really in the mood for a full lenght movie. That was a horror to get through yesterdays misery. Then again, Gintama is very tempting. Or The daily lives of High School boys. Ugh, so many choices.

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      44. So many choices…so little time. I just finished Starship Troopers. I should be starting on the review but…not really in the mood. I also have an awards post that I am writing, but not yet hitting my groove on that either. Think I will just go ahead and read a bit/watch some tv. Will hit writing again tomorrow…probably.
        And I am sure you will think of something too. There is still enough crappy anime in this world to watch lol ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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